No hope for the hopeless

I wish my ovaries would just work right. I'm not ovulating AT ALL. I know this is all I can post about because this is all that happens in my life. It just sucks I don't even have a chance to try. Most girls TTC ovulate, and even if they aren't getting pregnant, they still have a renewed sense of hope the next cycle. I have no hope...does that make me hopeless?

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No News Today Either

My Dr. still hasn't called yet...*grumble* I mean how long should it take for radiology to send over my ultrasound results? They are in different buildings, but right next to each other. Hmmm It's never taken this long before...hopefully they sent it to the right Dr. I'll try calling back on Monday to see if they have it yet. I just want to know if I have massive cysts...either I don't (or do but its ok) and I can do 150mg OR I have some and I have to go on birth control for a couple weeks. Honestly, right now I don't really care either way I'd just like to know. I'm just along for the ride.

No news yet.

I called my Dr, but they still haven't gotten the ultrasound pics back yet from radiology, so hopefully she'll give me a call either tomorrow or early next week. I'm praying everything looks clear and we can start our higher dose round of Clomid. I'll keep you posted.

Happy 20 Month-aversary Infertility!

The next person that says "good things come to those who wait" especially when they have 4 kids at home and are younger than me, gets punched in the face.

Happy 20 months of TTC to me.

Hello Ovaries!

Here's a picture I took with my camera phone of the screen right after my u/s today. There were from the internal, so I'm pretty sure they are ovaries. These were the only pics I could see on the screen, so I can't see much, except for (what I assume is) that fatty cyst in the top left picture.

My Dr should be calling me in a few days to let me know if we can start 150mg of Clomid this cycle. Hopefully all is well and we'll be able to.

u/s in one hour

And I have to pee!! I haaaate having to drink all this water and hold it, and I haaate having to go in and see a big black hole instead of a baby.

I don't wanna go! *sits in corner and pouts*