Friday, April 9, 2010

Nope, no O

Well no O for me yet according to my chart that dropped to 98.4 this morning. That's okay, I didn't really think I had O'd yet. For someone who hasn't O'd in I don't know how many years, I don't think I'll ever believe that I am actually Oing or did until there is a baby coming out of my nether regions.

And I know those OPKs were not positive that I posted yesterday, I was just pointing out that it had gotten darker from the day before that.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Now THIS

First my temps look like they spiked for O...now today my OPK got darker...I think I give up.

The top test was yesterday at 2pm, bottom test today at 2pm...I tested again today at 5pm and 8pm both way lighter so I know I didn't miss a surge...

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UUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGG!!!

Remember all the months of hassle that I had to go through to get an infertility referral? Well our insurance thru mikes work changed and now I have to go through it all over again!! I am sooo beyond upset/sad. It would be one thing if it was easy to do, but all these people at my primary just don't know what the heck they're doing and ALWAYS mess up! So My clomid check had to get canceled and I shouldn't even do my projesterone draw, but I think I'm going to anyways. OVER EVERYTHING!

To O or not to O...

Well, I'm not sure, but I might have Oed on CD 13 here's my chart... http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/24ff9a

If my temp stays up tomorrow I'm lik 99%sure I'll get crosshairs on CD13. And if that's the case, then apparently OPKs don't work for me because I have been testing 3...yes...3 times a day and they have all been negative.

If it was/is O then I hope we caught it, we BD on CD8, 10, 12, 14...and today I'm CD15 so hopefully our timing was okay. I think we're still going to continue to test and BD just in case that wasn't Oand it's just my body freaking out... I guess we'll see how tomorrows temp is. Keep your fingers crossed!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Grow!

My ovaries are feeling nice and "full" with lots of pinching, throbbing, heavy-feeling, dull-aching.....and I LOVE it! I'm sure it means something fun is going on! Any time I feel anything happening in there I get sooo happy, just because I think wow, right at this very moment a follicle may be growing away containing the egg that could one day be our baby. *love*

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Easter Eggs and Ovaries

Happy Easter blog buddies!

I hope everyone had an amazing day! I spent my day with the people I hold closest to my heart, my family. I love my family so much, they really are amazing.

One of my cousins is preggo with her first, and while she was laying on the couch, I was able to feel him kicking away in her cute belly.................which of course made my uterus skip a beat. lol Man, that must feel amazing to actually feel a new life inside you. I am so so excited for her, she will be an amazing mother and I can't wait to meet her little man. *swoon*

CD11 today, and I'm having lots of pains in my ovaries...mainly the left one. Like really sharp pinching that has been coming in waves all day. I really hope there's a little follie holding a little egg growing away in there. Though I'm not stressing about it which is actually nice, just kinda going with it. You do what you can and whatever comes will come. If this is it, then great...but if it's not then that's the way it's supposed to be. God won't steer me wrong!

I starting temping again 3 days ago, but my temps are really high this cycle, but the girls on the MBs were saying it could be just my temp still coming down from the fever I had this week. Here's a link to my chart so you can check it out..http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/24ff9a
98.5 for yesterday and the day before and today's temp way 98.8! If my temp stays up like this, does anyone know if it would make it harder for implantation or ovulation or anything like that?

Oh well. It's still pretty early in my cycle. We'll see how it all plays out!

I hope you all had a great day with your family and loved ones!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Wise Words

"All the adversity I've had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me... You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you." ~Walt Disney